I was thinking that Hypnosis might be able to help me out with this singing and playing perdicment I'm in. I know I know the notes, intervals and melodies that I need to play, but I don't know how to effectively transmit the informtaion to my fingers. It's like imagining a beautiful picture to draw, but not having thd motor skills connected to do it.
Over the past couple weeks of obsessing on this idea has allowed my imgainiation or my mind to work in overdrive when it comes to melodies. I'm singing, playing and singing while playing; all in hopes that everything comes together. I'm making small progress everyday and for some reason I'm looking for a big turnaround day. I'm beginning to think that it may not happen that way. It's seems like it's more likely that I'll be hitting 70%, then 80% then 90% of the notes that I want to hit. Or at least that's the way I feel today.
I've been working on the singing and playing exercise with Stella & a random ii-v progression in the loop station. I'm both singing the melodies and singing while playing them.
My big breakthrough for the day was to sing stronger that I was playing. I was really concentrating on the notes I was singing, the direction and the space between them and then letting my fingers figure it out on their own. This has definately been the most powerful I've been with this idea. One of the problems I was having before was that I was getting stuck in my thought process. I was sing a note or imagine a note and then try to play it on my instrument. So in some sense I was giving mixed signals to who was in charge: fingers vs. voice, or imgination vs. intellect. When I pushed through that and just sang the notes out my fingers would just hit the melody. I was thinking about the what the note might sound like, I just played what I was singing.
The previous exercise of singing without the guitar has also been helpful in this process. I don't think I would be able to have the breakthrough I had today without just trying to hit the pitches with my voice.
This brings me to my progressive development hypothosis. As I make progress on my singing and ear and gutiar connection I presume I will make several small and important breakthroughs and push deeper into this area of playing and creation.
I guess that makes a lot of sense; not terribly profound, but a helpful reality to imagine.
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Part II in my practice day consisted of reviewing the 3 solos I"ve been working on. This week I haven't moved forward on the pat metheny tune under strict instruction from TM to get the rhythm down first. The rhythmic interplay between pat and charlie is amazing, and to mimic that, or play it perfectly is difficult. The more I do the more I get into the feel of it and the more I appreciate the genius of the two of them.
Lately, I"ve really had the most rewarding exerperiences during my transcription portion of my practice routine. There is something really nice about tuning into a master of the the guitar or the msuic in general.
As I was reviewing my Metheny tune I noticed that I had orginally transcribed the tune wrong and found a note that I wasn't including in my solo.
When I switched to go back to my Paul Desmond tune, I had spent so much time away from it that I had forgotten some of it. I had to redue some of the faster or more tricker parts.
Because of the all the connection development that I've made, I"m playing the tune a lot differently. I'm thinking about the whole thing a lot less. Some lines are just gestures and my fingers just sort of make it happen. Others times my fingers will find another way of playing the line that's more like Paul's saxaphone line. All the work I've been doing is translating. It's kinda wierd.
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Forget everything I wrote before. Something big is happening today. In one sense it feels like I'm learning how to sing through my guitar. It's like my brain is rewiring my voice to come out of my amplifer. When I listen to my self singing to see if I'm on the right note or not I'm not totally listening to my voice and the way it sounds but am linking my instrument's sound in the whole mix; as if my instrument were my voice.
Now that's what I'm talking about!
I can tell something big is happening because it's painfull and exhausting. I'm sending so many singals to my brain that it's getting tired and confused.
When I working on this last exercise (improvising over random chords in a groove in the loopstation) I was trying to listen to my voice rather than think about the right notes. I was trying to hear where I wanted to go before I got there. In that process I could hear how far away that note or series of notes was away from where I was at that momement. During this exercise I would get some right and get some wrong. For a while I would get some right and get excited and crash and burn and forget how I was doing it. For me, it's really tapping into an area of non-thought or non-thinking while improvising. The second I realize I'm not thinking about what I'm playing, I begin to think about what I'm playing.....
Anyways, during this exepirence of getting the notes I was singing right and wrong I was getting all sort of stress related signals from my mind. It was like I was doing sit-ups for a half-hour and my brain was saying: what are you doing?! My stomach was hurting and I was straining myself but my whole sense of being was in considerable pain.
This seemed like a good thing to me. In my opinion I have the resources to make this happen, but I dont' have the neurological wiring to make it happen. As I was playing today it felt like my brain was trying to make the connections. It was almost like it was trying things out and everyonce and a while one would work and then one wouldn't work. It's like flippingn fuzes in your house-hold fuze box to see which one controls what.
And then as I continued with this exercise I really started getting confused as to which was making the sound my voice or my guitar. That would be such a cool thing if I could get that happening. If I could imagine something musical and rather than sing it, it just pops out on my guitar as if it were my voice. damn, that would be great.
So anyway, needless to say, I'm exhauseted and it feels like my brain is pulsing. Good work so far.
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As I continue with this exercise and develop the connection between my imagination, voice & guitar I'm finding the most clear and prescise melodies that I execute on the guitar are the ones that I have a very clear idea of when I sing them. That sounds obvious, but it's still important. For some reason, I wasn't doing that before. I didn't have a clear idea of what I was doing.
I need to remember to tap into that, because when I do my brain doesn't know the difference between my voice & my guitar.
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And allong those same lines, I think differently when I'm siging and when i'm playing. When I'm siging I tend to think about how my note relates to the chord beneath it, but when I'm playing I'm think about the notes relationship to a scale.
That's seems like the problem right there.
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It's really been an exciting day for a guitar. A very signigant breakthrough and yet still so much more to accomplish.
One of the neat things about moving up a notch is that I don't always know how to get back to where I was. It's so new it takes me a while to remember how to do it.
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